The Puzzle's Now Done..

Ive been trying to fill the missing puzzle in my life for years...
A puzzleI never thought can be done 3 days before christmas..
Thanks to our modern technology now..
Haay..
This is the story..

Ive been loving this person for years..
I met him in my second year in high school..
He was my classmate, he was even my groupmate in this subject..
I dont even know why he caught my attention but I guess my heart knew that he's the one the moment I saw him..
Well the story's long, but its like this..
The whole classroom knew that I like him, including him..
He avoided me the whole year..
We talk casually,mostly about group activities and projects..
Nothing happened to us..
We are not even friends..
But it didnt stop me from loving him..
Honestly,
the more that he avoided and the more he ignores me
the deeper I fall for him..
Its crazy..
I know..
I was really crazy about him..
The next year were no longer classmates and the year next to it..
And believe it..
He's still the one I love..
My friends keep on telling me to stop..
Since they see how he treats me..
Despite my kindness and loive for him,
he still ignores and avoids me..
And most of the time rude whenever I talk to him..
He even make silly jokes about me and laugh it out with his friends..
He hurts me most of the time..
He tears my heart into pieces..
I was damnly hurt..
But despite that,
I was still deeply inlove..
Ive felt that somethings missing in me..
Even if Im really happy..
I know somethings missing..
i even gave him a gift on his birthday..
Something that he likes that ive earned so hard..
I gave him a concert ticket as a christmas gift..
And a cute stuff toy for valentines day..
And I didnt even get a single thanks..
(Crazy..Crazy..
I know..
I know..)


Well my highschool days were over..
I thought I will never get over him..
But I did.. After sometime ofcourse..
By a friend whom is hurting me again..
( stupid fool..I know..)


And here after sometime,
I got his number and finally had a chance to txt him..
(See???Im really crazy..Hahaha..)
I know he wouldnt want to text me, that's why i decided to use another name and befriend him..
pretending Im someone else..
Luckily, he got interested and texted me back..
I can say that we can be called friends now..
I asked him all the things that Ive wanted to know before..
And he answered it all honestly..
I cant get over the feeling that were actually texting..
Its like everytime he answers each question,
he's filling every piece of the puzzle in my life..
Taking out all the pain that ive felt..
All the hurt and tears..

Well, I still think i still like him..
But no longer love him..
I cant love him anymore..
Because he has hurt me enough..
And Ive learned enough..
And now I can say, the puzzle's now done..